I've been thinking about how to start this very, very, very special blogpost for a while now. Do you know why it's so special? Well, because it's a special someone's birthday. Yeah, hi Monique, hello I love you.
I really do hope when you finish reading this blogpost, there's a smile on your face (no pressure, pftt). Okay, so where do I begin? Literally.
Well, I really hope we finish our bucket list together, one day. I mean can you imagine travelling together and laughing at each other's faces every night? What about filming a silly youtube video together? Oh, and I can't wait for the day we do our awkwardly dramatic rendition of 'survivor' as we run towards each other. Can you imagine us staying in our pjs all day, eating ice-cream and having movie marathons? Can you imagine us getting out and making it though that 'roller coaster' we call school? Oh, and since we're at that topic, let's go to the beach together. Yeah.
Matt loves to make helicopter noises and phone farts. Porcupine math equations? Yes please. Remember when I edited your tumblr these and the fish and Jaden Smith's face made us laughed till we cried? Remember that 6 seconds video of that guy trying to laugh without smiling? Remember I believe , I believe, I beBABILIBABILIBBABILI? Remember when there's a dmc moment, think of "sambas". Sambas. Or, it's an APOCALYPSE!!!! Ha, we're fani. (if anyone reads that, it would be awfully weird/awkward lol)
I've never told anyone this much about myself before, but I'm really thankful I have you to talk to (it's weird how we know each other better than we know ourselves). I'm thankful that you gave me your past year papers for help. I'm thankful that you were there for me when no one else was (and I hope one day, I'll be able to repay you for that, really). I'm thankful that you're the only one that makes me feel special or needed in this hypocritical and sanctimonious world. I'm so thankful for you.
It breaks me that you don't feel good about yourself sometimes. Life sucks, I know, but remember that I'm A L W A Y S here to talk, even if it's 3:45 in the morning. I just want your pain to stop today, right now, because your pain is my pain, haha. And if no has told you this yet, well, I'm proud of you for coming this far and you are something so so so extraordinary, okay? You really are. I really hope I never lose you one day, or at all in fact. (we need to prove to ourselves that we're more than just a regular friendship (ohanaship) that lasts 5-7 years.) I may not need much from this world, but, I need you.
I love how we stayed up till I don't know what time to talk about family, people and just life, haha. I loved that time we had a little adventure around the clubhouse, haha. I love how we have matching mockingjay necklaces, matching layered bracelet, matching owl bracelets, matching sweaters (ya know that long sleeved white one?), basically I love all our memories together and etc haha.
I know this year's birthday gift wasn't as big or grand as last year's but I really do hope you liked it. I hope you liked the chocolates, card/painting and yeah. I also do hope you liked the little birthday countdown presents (the poem, edits, what your name meant, the playlist, etc), I sent you for the past 10 days! (Sorry I missed a few days, you were either not online or it was just a super tiring day, haha)
I love you so very much my blusome, kawaii, unicat / peep, bby.
Oh-kay? Oh-kay.
Let's continue our chipmunk + unicat / ice - cream + cereal / kawaii + giyomi adventures together.
p.s my foot is very nam now ok ilytm5ever *dance emoji*
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