Oh man, this is a pretty hard one; change and letting go. Whether that be something or someone.
So, the past few days have been pretty much, I'd say. I don't know, I mean nothing's that different from last year but something just feels weird. I feel like it's the letting go bit; I'm still trying to get the hang of that. People change, that's life. You adjust to that, move on in some sense. People that surround you, whether that be in school, in college, in university, at work or anywhere really, they change - they grow. The hardest bit is that they may grow away from you. Now, I'm guilty of growing away from people, too. But last year I grew away from people who were very toxic for me and it felt good, even though the growing away bit was pretty confusing. I guess it was good for me though.
The start of this year, I've perceived that people grow and flourish into new relationships, and that's completely okay. Sometimes people would have to let go of certain people in order to meet and grow fond of new ones. I guess I've learnt that the 'letting go of people bit to meet new ones' can be pretty hurtful. So, I guess that's my queue to let go and accept change; in people and in life. (a lot of guessing, I know)
I've never been great at letting go of things and people; I tend to cling on to things and the past because it makes me feel all nostalgic - which is one of the loveliest feelings, knowing that I've lived through that memory at one part of my life. But see, it isn't very good to cling on to things that makes you sad, if that makes any sense at all. I have gotten better at letting go though, but still working on it.
Right okay, I'm not sure if that made any sense at all, I just really needed to let that out. Change. Letting go. The past week has been kind of just swallowing my thoughts and feelings, occasionally letting uncertainty out, but mostly trying to accept change in people and things in life. So let me add that to my 2016 list - accept change more frequently in the best way possible and just let go of people and things that make me sad because it is okay to.
Thanks for reading, you lovely human being. If you could relate to any bit of that word vomit, I'm glad. But if you can't, that's okay too because no one needs too much confusion in their lives; may the pieces in your life collide into something brilliant. Have a wonderful week ahead, you.
So, the past few days have been pretty much, I'd say. I don't know, I mean nothing's that different from last year but something just feels weird. I feel like it's the letting go bit; I'm still trying to get the hang of that. People change, that's life. You adjust to that, move on in some sense. People that surround you, whether that be in school, in college, in university, at work or anywhere really, they change - they grow. The hardest bit is that they may grow away from you. Now, I'm guilty of growing away from people, too. But last year I grew away from people who were very toxic for me and it felt good, even though the growing away bit was pretty confusing. I guess it was good for me though.
The start of this year, I've perceived that people grow and flourish into new relationships, and that's completely okay. Sometimes people would have to let go of certain people in order to meet and grow fond of new ones. I guess I've learnt that the 'letting go of people bit to meet new ones' can be pretty hurtful. So, I guess that's my queue to let go and accept change; in people and in life. (a lot of guessing, I know)
I've never been great at letting go of things and people; I tend to cling on to things and the past because it makes me feel all nostalgic - which is one of the loveliest feelings, knowing that I've lived through that memory at one part of my life. But see, it isn't very good to cling on to things that makes you sad, if that makes any sense at all. I have gotten better at letting go though, but still working on it.
Right okay, I'm not sure if that made any sense at all, I just really needed to let that out. Change. Letting go. The past week has been kind of just swallowing my thoughts and feelings, occasionally letting uncertainty out, but mostly trying to accept change in people and things in life. So let me add that to my 2016 list - accept change more frequently in the best way possible and just let go of people and things that make me sad because it is okay to.
Thanks for reading, you lovely human being. If you could relate to any bit of that word vomit, I'm glad. But if you can't, that's okay too because no one needs too much confusion in their lives; may the pieces in your life collide into something brilliant. Have a wonderful week ahead, you.
Cheryl x
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